Psalm
39:2-3, "So I remained utterly silent, not even saying anything good. But my anguish increased;
my heart grew hot within me. While I meditated, the fire burned;
then I spoke with my tongue..." (NIV).
Words are risky, but maybe not as risky as
silence.
I'm not talking about the spiritual
discipline kind of silence, the deep silence when not only your mouth, but your
heart also, is quiet - waiting on God to speak.
That silence is always good, but like so many words and concepts in the
English language, silence can mean different things.
Sometimes we silence only our mouths,
afraid of what other people might think when the words come spilling out. We silence our mouths about the reality of
our narratives, we silence our mouths about the injustices surrounding us, we
silence our mouths about the truth. This
kind of silence is not helpful.
I've been thinking about the "who wore
it better" thing, and I actually think there might be a good parallel here
for "who said it/sang it better"...
For a long time, I've thought that John
Mayer might be onto something, "Living
out the same old moment knowing you'd be better off instead, if you could
only... say what you need to say (x8)"...
I guess he had a lot to say...
Then, recently, Rachel Platten came on the
scene exclaiming,
"All those things I didn't say, wrecking
balls inside my brain, I will scream them loud tonight, Can you hear my voice
this time," and I thought maybe she captured the depth of unspoken
words just a little more intensely...
We're all just a breath (Psalm 39:5)... a
mist (James 4:14)... a moment... You see
things I don't. You see things I can't. And you need to give life to them with
words. We need to speak truth into the
lives of each other, because without that, we all miss out on something
important. We miss out on
perspective. The world misses out on the
things that only you and I know. And we
only have so much time to share these things, because life is short, and some
things are pressing. It can be difficult
to get the words out. It may seem
impossible, actually it may be impossible, to get the timing right. But maybe we should just spill it. No regrets.
L.
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